Achtung!

Have a good life people.


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Idiocracy

Gonna be driving around tomorrow!! WOohoo!! Just what i needed. Air breezing through my face. Gonna be loving it. Yes!!
And friday is a coming! Let's go Milly! For iceblended chittychatty!

Work today was okay i think. I ws just too darn sleepy during the day. Watched Dvds till late. Serves me right. :p
Who cares?! Whaha. And im like hungry all the time today. Damn. Oh well. :)

Alright. Here it is. I chose to wait for you despite what you did. And i regretted it. So yea. I should have ust walked away then. But now here you are telling me over and over you're hoping we would get back together.
Why? What for? You made a decision then. So be it.
Live with it.

Too bad.

And i know you best. Yes. You don't see the deeper meaning in it.
He won't last long with you or vice versa. It's so clashing.
Opposites attract? Fuck you.

Now you're stuck with someone who hasn't much shit 'bout your musical interest. And your goth interest. And your morbid humour. I love it all. He hates it all. Too bad.

And now, i've solved your confusion and dilemma. You don't have to choose anymore. I'm far away. And gone. And not like your previous attachments i'm really gone. Not even a smoke session. Yes. I live god damn near. Too bad.

I don't care for what you care on what i used to care when you didn't care.

Screw you.

Scrabble

Hate those who speak or rather try to speak with a fucking fake accent. "tryin to speak properly" they say. Well...fuck you.
Speaking properly doesn't equates to speaking with an accent.
Just speak normally with the correct grammar. That's it.
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

It's Goddamn bloody irritating and yea okay, it's not supposed to be of any concern to me but fuck you anyway.
If you're a blardy Mat, you can't escape it. If you're a Mat and born chinese, then you have been fucked. Too bad for you that all the subsidies aren't in your por favor le senor.

If you don't smoke and can't stand smokers then fuck off. Don't tell people not to. If we are fated to die, we WILL die. If you can't stand sarcasm and profanities and foul language to the extreme, too bad and fuck you too.

Fuck the way you speak. Urgh. You fucking chink-mat mixed-up bitch.

Smeared

Gonna be renting a car on Monday!! Woooooo!!
My off day like finally.
Weekend's here and i have no idea why or what am i so happy about either.
Work has been really mundane. Dulllllllllllll.......

It's all good. September's just another boring month. October here i come!! Bonus and ERS money!! WooHoooo!! Damn!! I might just get a new acoustic guitar. Yahooo!!

And er Ev's a real bitch. So yea.
Fuck you.

Later!

Tired And Inspired

Payday has arrived but not much joy in it in the end. Hah. Fucked up.
Gonna shop a lil soon. Need to get some stuff to make me look hotter. Whahah!!
Yes. I'm shameless like that.

Anyway, i'm really stuck in bewteen now. One way this. One way that.
I do not have any source on inspiration to accomplish anything at all. No. Not even Milly.
Yea. She's interesting and fucking funny but. No. She isn't my source. Neither am i trying to woo her or shit. Just a great buddy. Well i hope on that either.

Got new riffs and i hope i could work something outta that.
And made a practice jam clique with jon, ian and ting. Pretty cool. And nostalgia all over again. Guiding them to rock out in jamming studios. Hah. Oh well, it's my pleasure. :)

Gota thank my diary seriously. Read all the past entries in it and i realised i got more stable, emotionally, than before. And it's great. Well, better at least.

You're funny. IN a weird way.

Pulps In A Cup

Smiles and more smiles each day. Hmm..I wonder i wonder.
What would the following month hold? An ending for a new beginning?
Hmm..A sight to behold i hope.
Days seem to calmly pass by and so much i still am wondering about.
:) It's all just jovial-ism now. I don't care who the fuck you are or what the fuck you are.
As long as you ain't in my circle. It's Fuck You to you.
Wahahha!!

I gather that most people are just plain ol' typical and predictable and "yea..sure".
Open-minded they say. Pui. You bitches know nuts about open-mindedness.
Hence perhaps that's why my clique ARE my clique. And that we can't stand anyone who's out of it. Call me an arrogant bitch all you want.
I'm just more cool than you bitches are.
Hah.

You dumbasses know deep inside that caring for yourself first is always a safe bet in the end.
And time after time, you still don't wanna learn. And you go around blaming others when nobody asked you to do so much for anything for anyone. Plain stupid. Admit it.

C'mon typical boring people. Have fun. Enjoy life. You're all still so bloody young. What about trying to look and impress with one's maturity. IF you then you are. But don't overdo it and restrict yourself and trying to act cool. And pointing to those of your age being so playful and shit. You are just a boring ol' bugger. That's about it. And that those 'playful' ones are realy the winning side because we know we are only young once and we shouldn't get all to serious if we know we shouldn't be. There'll be a time to settle down and right now is SO NOT the time.

Fuck your 'i'm mature and grown-up now". Screw you. Go hang out with all the boring people then. Take them with ya. Sheesh.

Bitch me. Yea. Sure. "Are you sure TRav's 24?"

Hell yea i am. And i so love enjoyin my life now. My work is god darned privileged with the hours and the money i'm getting. Yes. I'm not a bummer. I may not have a so-called respectable job but it pays me well enough for everything i really need.

Man. What a turnaround ever since i met you.

You freakazoid. :)

Wii

Been rocking to Guitar Heroes of late!! Woohoo!! And Rock Band as well!! Double woo!!

And meeting and chilling and gaming and coffee and movies and bingo and story-composing and chats and randomness with her. Awesomezz as we say. /m/

Man. She's really just like me. Random and jovial and humourous and laugh-a-minute kind. 

S'crazy. 

Someone can't seem to take it in well. Whahah.

Things seem to get better every passing day. Like in every direction. Woohoo!

Loving it. Can't wait to go out with her again. 

Love it when you pinch your fingers together and go "what the fuck".

:)

(i wrote most in my diary. Ha.OOps.)