Have a sudden nostalgia about my old band DollTrash. Been listening to the old recordings and really got me back to the times then. Oh well. Good times..Good times.
I really had fun then with all the performances and attention we got. Real cool stuff i must say.
And till today, i still get some random people telling or asking me about DollTrash. It's really wow. Our music DID spread. :)
Thanks a lot to all of you really.
And honestly, i have to thank Eva for this because you really were the main reason why i stayed through the band and writing new stuff each session. It was really my desire to your drumming improve which is why the riffs gets harder each time. And i truly saw your remarkable progress now. (though i really fucked you up real bad in the studio but i guess now you knew i meant well).
And i guess i kinda faded away because of clashes in certain areas not related to the band but undoubtly will cause tension no matter how professional we are. It's just a case of "Too BAd".
Thank you all for always complimenting my songwriting but really, i do not wish for that all the time. I rather have you all have some critcisms on it and input your influence as well. Not once did i even hear "this song sucks trav."
So i had to resort to be by myself and writing for my own where i have no one to blame and no one to stop me from changing my style.
And also turbulences along the way. All the personal problems and commitments just drove each other apart and the musical differences that started to creep up.
It all just comes down to..
"Oh well.."
Skip.
Have had a lift in my spirits lately due to unexpected responses. Although i am not expecting some fairytale to come true but at least it's really making me smile and wonder endlessly.
And the fact that i actually missed her made it more enticing.
Strange. Why do i feel this way?
Pals tell me i like her that's why.
Yes i do but not in that i-wish-she-was-my-gf kind of way.
I guess because she's quite a mystery that keeps me on my toes.
So unique. So jovial. So unpredictable.
I've caught millynitis.
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