Sunday, June 29, 2008

StarBucked

Me and Ev finally got the Black MacBook!! Yaaaahoooo!! 
Home Studio here we come!!
Yes. Though it's hers but i'm playing a part in expanding it. :)
Bought it over at NuBox at SimLim Sq and paid the full amount for it. In cash.
We feel so damn rich at that moment i tell you. Came along with protective covers for the thinkpad and keyboard but kinda sucky leh. Hah. Bought a briefcase-like bag for it. In sleek Black!! It's gorgeous i tell you. A lil expensive but it's damn nice la can!!

Earlier in the day, we left from her place at slightly after 11am. To have our hair done!! Wowee!
I was supposed to have mine streaked pink like Ev's but my hairstylist sucked. Whah. Doesn't matter. I'm gonna get it done again next month. It took about 5 hours for Ev's to be done. Expected. With the rebondings and shit. Fun it was really! :) Can't wait to see her in that hair for later on Superband!! Wooo!!

So yea. Went back home after getting the Mac to transfer our datas from our respective laptops. Didn't took long suprisingly. :)

And so, i'm gonna be selling my laptop later. A lil sad though. 
The one i'm typing on now holds so much memories. 
Pretty much got it after Ev showed me what it can do. Cool shit.
Although half the time it was with Ev herself. Hah. Her laptop keeps breaking down. Stupid. Whaha.

And now we'll start a new chapter with the black Mac. Yeah!!

Played bowling at midnight last night and i loved it! Hah! So gonna have another go again soon!
Then head over to Ian's place to watch the Euro 08 final. Phew. What a satisfying day spent.
:)

And i get to see Ev later after Superband. Picking her up after she's done. 
I pray that she would get thru not only the next round but all the way!!Go ScreamM!

Hit the sales target again this month! Yahoo!! Love the feeling!!
Rich Rich Rich! For a while. Haha!
 And Bangkok here we come!!  :) 

Anyway Ev, my feelings for is still here. You know it cause i showed it. :)
And i guessed that when you seperated from me, you forgot about all the little things i did for you. I guessed you were to used to it you forgot it actually meant something. And a lot at that too.
From handling your laundry, tidying up your room, putting you to sleep, letting you learn the ropes by yourself. I think i did a great job at supporting you to become a grown-up.
You showed me. I'm not blind. :)

I like to think of it like i took care of an injured bird and leeting it go when it's all healthy and strong. And i know the bird will eventually come back to it's caretaker because the love stayed in them. And all that care was truly unconditional. :)

Sometimes one has to let go to to love. And if it comes back, i guess it's genuine love. 

Because you're worth it. :)

I love you.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Sudoku

Came to work late today. Thankfully. HAh. HArdly sold anything. Didn't had the mood to.
Was trying to write a song. And wanna record it!!

MacBook is just 3 days away! As well as GuitarHeroes!! Yaaahooo!!
So can't wait. And gonna be doing our hair on that day as well!!
Red streaks for me and pink for ev. Let's go!! :)

And yea. I realised that heading to mediacorp is crazy. The walk in from the bustop is like route march!! Damn far in can!!
Was heading there to meet eva and head back home that night. Decided on a cab home instead.
Thanks to kenny for sending us out ot the main road!! :) Grateful!!
And monday i've to head down there. I hope the weather is kind on that day.
And i'm gonna prepare posters and banners for Screamm!!
Yargh!! Total DIY. ahha.

Anyway, i can't wait for shopping next week either!!
Yahoo!!

Okay. I'm at ian's house now. Gonna go smoke now.

Take care babe!! :)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Moderato

Payday's almost here!! Yaaaahooo!! Few days to go. :)
I've missed quite a few days of blogging..damn. I'll try to squeeze as much as i can remember. 

Work has been really well. though it slowed down towards the end. :) 
Gonna get the black MacBook this saturday!! Yahoo! And Guitar Heroes!! Sui!!

Had the Yamaha anniversary lunch, An 8 course meal and I TELL YOU.. there was only like 6 of us for a table of 10. Crazy shit. We couldn't finish any of the courses fully. Africa must hate us for that. Hah. And we received a $25 Swensen's voucher as well. Awesome!!
Headed to K-Box @ Cine after and it was my lst ever visit. Cool shit!! Singing avril songs is so pressure-relieving!! And ian keeps singing sappy songs. Whahhha! Love sick bitch.
And i think there was a chipmunk trapped in our room. Scary. What if we get bitten!!?? What if I got bitten? eww..don't.

Had a lot of snacks whilst singing and despite that, we still went ahead for swensen's at night. Damn. I'm amazed at how much i could fill myself. And for the rest too. Hah. Window shopped around heeren for a bit before our supper. Fourskin has some nice stuff. Well, only the cuffs for that matter. Hah. Ian got a almost-gay bag. Almost ya. Almost. Haha.
And jonathan was pretty much our sacrifice for joke-of-the-day. Whahhaha!! Love that pic we captured. (And Joey looks nice in green. :p)

I had the macroni and cheese (baked). Power pack!! (but sucks after a while) Hah. 
Tip: Body-surfing on a long red sofa is asking for a joint pain in the neck.
Jon had some miserly serving spaghetti and the rest had boring Fish n chips. (sorry ler..it made me yawn lor..)

Ting2's having some problems with her fag. Same ol, same ol'.  Hah. I hope you move on girl!! Your personality can get you better. 

Boss is on long leave. (1week+) and we are having the time of our life in the store! Wahhah!!
It's havoc. Creating havoc is  tiring. Should stick to working. Damn. 

Maha's sad because some singh is obsessed with ev. Wahah. Crazy. Why can't anybody like somebody? Whaha! You have serious issues with yourself dude. And ev's doing a great job trying to understand you. So be thankful. cheh. 
(and be thankful the singh's short and weird. If not..I TELL YOUUU...)
Whah.

Pretty much, same ol' coffee every day and night. Been having at least 3 cups a day. 'Cept tonight. Only on my lst cup and it's a delicious Mocha from a very darling Eva. (Thanks for the bagel and cream cheese+ butter combo too!!)

Okay. Since i mentioned and always been, eva, i'd like to share a lil.

Yes it's true we're no longer together. But we ain't split yet. 
Everyone around me is telling what a fucking bitch she was for doing what she did.i don't blame you guys. It is right for you awesome people to say that.

BUT.

I have never been connected  and so very connected to anybody before. And never thought i would. We're really sometimes like twins. Funnily, whatever we do always compliments each other. I don't know how. But it's true and it's scary.
So despite the great hurt she has inflicted on me, i think it's stupid to discard our great connection over something that's pretty minor compared to what we have shared and will share for the rest of our lives.

The promises we made when we were together still holds up till now. Because i mean them not as a boyfriend. I meant them as a soulmate.
A soulmate doesn't mean one has to be together. 

Love plays a big part in this role. Love in many different ways. Love doesn't require one to return whatever they have given. It's just giving and giving. That's all.
Not many can achieve that. because they are just humans being born unrealistic, selfish, conditional and single-minded. 

Everyone still questions me whether i still have feelings for her. I do. Of course. but the thing they don't understand is, i love her as a awesome-ness friend. (yes. my real soulmate)
I'm not loving her with intentions of wanting to win her back. I've already stopped waiting for her return. 
We are close. Very close. 

Don't you people ever want someone whom you can trust and share and confide in ANYTHING at all? Someone you know who's always there because they want to and not because they feel they should?> 

Eva's is special to me. Everyone should have that special someone in their life. 
Why there ain't many like me and eva is because they think that a special someone should be their girlfriend and shit. 
I tell you. No. That's not my interpretation of Love.

If you are together with that special someone, then it's a bonus. A privilege. A real gift.
Eva showed me a passage from the Bible (corinthians) about Love. 
And telling me i achieved all that. And i AM that. 

Thank you. It's all natural for me because you and me have that special chemistry. And no one can interfere. Someone did but it still doesn't bother our relationship.

A soulmate. It's an invisible thing.
It's always floating around no matter where we both are.
We feel each other despite the distance.

Whatever you have done eva, 
i appreciate it. You may think that you have failed as soulmate. You haven't. 
I'm still here. All cheerful and supportive of you. Just as you would of me. I know.
Once a soulmate, always a soulmate. We can never fail each other. No such rubbish.

Live your life as you want it. Do not let anybody stop you from your decisions. Nobody should and nobody can. It's YOUR life. YOUR heartbeat. YOUR hands. 

YOUR.FUTURE.

I've seen you grown.
And tell me honestly. 

Aren't you much more mature & confident now?
Compared to when we just got together?

(It took a lot for me to finally let go of you. And i had to control my tears from dripping off. This is during the anniversary lunch. And it was hard for you to accept it too. 
We shall always keep that lyric i sent you in our hearts.)

Till today, our candle hasn't started burning yet. And through thick and thin we shall go through together. As promised right from the start. :)

I Love You. 



Thursday, June 19, 2008

BombShell

There's renovation going on at my workplace and it sealed up the front entrance. And it's making thw whole store totally dead. Good thing we have people in the store. :)
Didn't manage to sell much today. Hadn't the energy. Blame it on facebook. Hah.
(yes..i know. Blame myself..sheesh..)

Went to work with Ev and we were both were like so zombie-ish too. Hah. Had my smoke break with her after a great MacDonald's meal. Yum!! Simply love the fries there.
Things are pretty okay now. Generally that is. So it's great news. :)

Went to HMV after work with ian (he's lovestruck now..hah!) and he got a couple of CDs. I forgot what's the band name but they are awesome shit i tell you. I TELL YOUUU!!

Ev said she'd pass by town and okay, waited for her (late as usual) and head back home.
Reached her place just before 1am.
Couldn't stay late at her place tonight. Not for now that is.
Hah. Been hanging around till almost dawn lately.

Boss's gonna be off the whole of next week. Fuckin' awesome.
S'gonna be like a coffee-break week. Hah.

And to you, babe,

thank you for wanting me to part of your life and having me always in your heart.
There's no better way to return your appreciation for me.

I love you too.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Atomic Bomb

Been engrossed with Facebook recently. Oops. Hey, it's interesting can!
Think i'm gonna get a shitty time from her mum later in the morning for staying at ev's place too late yet again.
Sorry babe.

Off day today. Spent the day just lazing around the house and meeting Ian for coffee later at night. Ev & the singh guy was there too. Ha. Weird.

Got a pretty bad cut on my pinky. Got clipped by the timbales. Damn. It really stings and totally numbed my left arm. Tingly. Hah.

You'll always be my close friend. And close to my heart
No matter what.
All that i've done for you is all truly enjoyable. :)

Special Forever.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Terrorized

I'm still waiting for that someone to come and brighten up my life. At least a lil. :)
So, whatever ya. :)
Mondays is always and has always been nice ever since i got the sales job. 
And it helps a lot these days that i've a special friend to share all my joys, stories, experience and whatever-nots with. :)

Thank you Ev. It's really heartwarming and special.
(Your mocha today was awesome! And thanks for the puff!! )

I can't wait for pay day. Getting the GuitarHero and the sleek, black MacBook and some new clothes. Waaahooo!! Gotta return some debts but it should be fine. :)

Was thinking whether i should get studio monitors. Hmm..shall place it in my wish list. The M-Audio ones aren't too bad really. And yea. A microphone as well. Shure is the way!!

                                   You
So warm.
So connected.
So telepathic.
So inseperable.
So i-can-finish-your-sentence
So us.

Awesome-ness you are.   :)

Euro Trance

Last night's Wall Of Jericho gig was fucking fucking awesome!! Opened doors late. LIke an hour an a half late. But totally worth it man!! Moshed and stage dived towards the end of the show!! Freaking amazing!! I touched the vocalist's shoulder and dived!! Woohoo!!
And Ev dived too!! Woohoo!! I've got pics of of it. MIght post it up if i've the chance later!! :)
Local band My Precious amazed me once again. Awesome shit.

Okay. I'll write more in a bit. Chatting with my pal now. :)

Your mocha rocks babe!! :)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Forwarded

Sales yesterday was fantastic i tell you!! Fuh.. can't wait for pay day!! Yaaahoo!!
Bangkok!! Here i come!! :) Planning it with my closest friends and spend about a week there coming december. Yaaahoo!!

Walls of Jericho is just hours away!! 

The boss is bitching to me right now on the phone. Whaaat fuck man... it's my bloody off day. Oh well, who cares?! No one in this world i know has so much ego and so bloody petty at that.
Boss has like the egos of both sexes combined. Ugly sight i tell you.

So it's a hot day. And i just bathed. And i'm sweating again. Damns. So i bathe again. Ha.

Coffee last night with old pals was fucking funny!!! Wahha!! Just love those guys!! 
Kinda hate sundays. Seems to always be a sleepy day.
Had lunch here at Ev's place. 
It's almost 2pm now. No wait. It's only 2pm now. 

Working next on tuesday. And i think it's gonna be a day full of nagging from the boss. AHhah! 
Hearing him nag is really funny. He's just repeating the same shit over an over again. Well, that's nagging. but his is funny with the whiny voice like someone else i know. WHhaha!! 

Set-up the keyboard and the FireWire Solo up today. Gonna create something up soon enough. 
I should use the time tonight to like erm.. (thinking..)

I've never blogged so often before. But it's nice to while your time especially while waiting for someone to get ready and shit. Hah. :)

OKay. I'll catch up and update again tonight!!

Love you va va voom!! :)




Friday, June 13, 2008

Come Close

Fell asleep last night drooling on my horror book. Hah. Cool. Shit. And a bird appeared at my window and jolted me up totally. So yea. Got ready and head over to jump on Ev's bed. 
Love doing this. Damn shoik lah can! Hah. 

Gonna be late for work. Well, intentionally yea. Boss's off anyway. I hope to make great sales this afternoon!! YeeeHaa!! 

Wondering where should i go tonight man. Hah. I'm so enjoying myself nowadays. Fucking love it. I'm pretty broke though. Hmm..

Walls of jericho is just tomorrow!!!!!!
Is there any headbangers starter pack??!
Neck's so gonna be sore on the night itself. 

Ev looks so adorable when she sleeps. Adorable like a piglet. Whhahhahhahhahahah!!
Oink. 
Hahah.

OKay..gotta go make some... (love?) money now. 

Seeya soon!

I love you Funny Girl!!

Dark Windows

Things have been awesome lately. Great company. Great coffee. Great lotsa stuff. 
Sales have been pretty good. :) So glad about it. Hmm.. i kinda feel happy nowadays really. Though some things might recur to me and make me go sighing.. i think it's okay. Healthy. :)

Special friendships. 

It's really wonderful. A real close friend whom i feel so really comfortable with. Loved it. Fucking love it. Hah. :) 

Walls of Jericho is 2 days away!! Yaaaaahooooo!!! It's gonna be fucking fucking awesome!!

I'm making more music nowadays. Yes ah!! And it's very calming. Though it's heavy music. Wahah! Seems like the people around me are having complications in relationships. S'like really what the fuck. One by one. Is it really the season or what? Hah. Whatever.

Anyway, saturday is here. And the boss is off. Yay! Fucking yay!!

i'll see you around soon babe. :)

Fucking love you. Yaaahoo!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

So gimme

Only midnight and i'm like sooooo sleeeepy. 
Must be the lack of caffeine i had today. Only one pathetic cup of ice coffee. Damn.
but i enjoyed the coffee and smoke session just now. Always loved it.

Got cookies, rented a book and had half chicken with rice for dinner. Yum!!
Shit. I'm so broke. Yet again. Haha. Doesn't bother me too much or for too long either. :)

Work tomorrow should be fun. A friday night. Yahoo!! And a free cab ride home too!!
Love my job. Love the people there. Fantastic!!

It's really so pleasant being with you. really awesome day i have. :)
Thank you babe. :)

Love you!!   :)

llahs raM!!

My music-making stuff has a new home now. Cosy up in one blue corner and along with one of my gibbies. S'gonna be great with a drumset within reach. Power lah!!

Kinda skipped worked today. And i felt like it was 2007 all over again. Hha! Loved that year. 
Chilled out over chocoloates, mamee snacks, hello panda (cheese)[yuck], porridgey things (hah),
sarsi light, some TV, naps that were short and damn happening in between, and whatever tickles. Whaha. Loved it all. Thanks babe.

Gonna head out now. Grab a cuppa and some smokes. 
Not before having a walk around the friendly-neighbourhood mall. 

i feel like keeping a personal diary again. Like how i did before. Had like so many of 'em and i dunno where the fuck are they now. Shit. I really gotta find them!! It's gonna so bloody interesting lah can!!
But yea. I think i still like writing it out. Blogging here ain't too bad. But not much emotions with no handwriting identity. So fake. But it's all good so far. 

I can't believe today's only the 12th. And good thing is my i'm ahead of my sales plan. Bad news is payday is 2 weeks away.

Fuck.

I love being 24. 

Yeah right.

Love ya babe!! :)




Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Wham!!

Woke up a lil' late today and got to work 15 minutes late. Like who cares at yamaha anyway. Hah.
A slow start but things pick up really well and i mean REALLY well. For starters, I sold like a total of $4k+!! Which is so weekend-thingy!! Man! Freaking loving it!! And..........

HELEN DROPPED BY!!

Chit chatted a bit and i gave her my email and my MySpace link. Telling her she could hear my stuff first and just perhaps we could come up with something and get a recording done up. Just perhaps. Just perhaps. 

Met Ev for coffee after work at KopiRoti at WestMall. Love the people there!! And the coffee tastes great each time without fail. Fucking love those bitches. :)

Had a great chit chat and whatever-nots and love it when we go home with smiles. :)    :)
Got an ice-cream, a Magnum Mini from her mum. Awesome. 
Uploaded more songs into my phone and so gonna be headbanging and air-guitaring all the work from now on. Like today. HAhha!! Shoik lah can!!
The feeling's great i tell you. Woohoo!!

The month of June has so far been pretty well. I'm loving it. Though i'm a lil' broke as well. Hah. Fuck. 

Anyway, gonna be reviving DollTrash pretty soon. I just love the experimental stage. Hah. 
The 3 of us, i guess, were meant to be together despite whatever. It's scary. It's fantastic. It's what we call a band.

The Line6 UX1 pod has been an awesome tool for my joy in making music late at night. Thanks Ian!! How can i thank you?!!!
Gonna be abusing it a lot soon. :)  Woo Hoo!!

Haven't had much sleep recently but it's all planned. Ain't wanna waste my time on sleeping. There's like so many things you can do and accomplish. Some people just like sleeping in all the way. Dunno for fuck. Hah.

Anyway, we can't bear to let each other go. Only we know why. 
I'll see you soon babe.

Fucking love you. Yaaaa Hooo!!  :) 

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Bonkers

Work was pretty busy today. Hardly had any sales today but i guess it's like this every tuesday. 
Pretty much fun really. The mood was fantastic. Everyone was feeling happy. Awesome.

Had smoke with Ev during my break and was just bitching a lil here and there. Pretty cool 10mins really. By the time i'm done, there's only like 40mins to closing. Shoik lah can!!

Tidied the back of the store a bit and that's it for the day. Meeting up eugene for coffee along with ian. Talked bout funny relationship problems and really had a good laugh. Whhah!
Awesome dudes!! We got free almond nuts and a tall caramel frappe. Yay!!

Okay. I guess. That's it to a boring day. Not really in the best of mood now. God damn.

Whatever i do, it's for you and only you. 


Monday, June 9, 2008

Achtung!

It's 9.35am now. At Ev's place and gonna be waking her up (violently i hope) in about 10mins.
Tuesdays is stocks day. Hate it. Dang. And i'm so damn hungry. Argh. So bloody hungry. 
And i can't wait for Guitar Heroes to arrive into the lappie!

I figured i should include pictures and shit into this blog to at least bring some life to it. 
Gonna take some and post a lot. :)
And ask Ev to help me with the skins on it. She really knows my taste.
Awesome shit. Speaking of which, i think i need to shit now.

Before i end this, my life's getting so much better now.
but my friends are like going through a similar turmoil as i was a month ago. 
Deja Vu all over again.

You are my light. You are my soul.
You're all that i've ever hoped for. 
Because no one can lift me up like you
And it helps, for our feelings are true.

I.Love.You.

Up Yours.

I just love mondays. 'Cause it's my permanent off day and today we had our guitar lesson at a dirty corner by the 7th level of the multi-storey PS carpark. 
Had afternoon coffee with Ting and talked bout her stuff n worries n shit. 
Headed to RC to have break with Ev. Gobbled on almond swirl and gulped down an AWESOME cup of Mocha! Woo. Damn creamy can!!

We were pretty much damn sleepy. 
Anyway, Ev's lappie got drenched by the rain and it's so like totally useless now. 
Off we went to scout for a black MacBook at Funan. Pretty affordable with the installment plan.
It's so slick can!!
And i'm gonna get the Guitar Heroes on the Mac!! YaaaaaHooo!!!
Now we can rock together like every night and headbang!! BOOya!!

My laptop has been taken away by alien patrol. It's gonna insert stupid-to-me-but-not-stupid-to-her information. Hhah. 

Okay. I've to log off because they don't accept us humans talking in funny languages. 

I.Heart.You

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Tic Tac Toe

Had a great sleep last night!! Awesome!! 
Chilled with Rikh & Din around town yesternight and had a great time catching up.
Ended work at 6pm and only meeting 'em at 9 so i scooted down to HMV Heeren and was air guitaring there all by myself. Ahhah! Great feeling i tell you! Rocking to Iron Maiden's greatest hits. Childhood memories i tell you. Started listening to them when i was only about 10 yrs old. Cool riffs even till now. Rikh finally arrived and we walked back to Starbucks at CrownPrince and met an old friend there and got a free Soy Latte!! Woo hoo!! Thanks Mima!!
Then off to Borders to just waste time while waiting for Din to arrive. 
Had the mood for some arcade, and PS it is. There was this new machine where you have a huge rubber hammer and to be slammed on to a lever as hard as you can. Fucking Fun! I wasted like $7 on it!! It felt good and that's worth it. HAh.

HAd coffee again afterwards (my 3rd huge cup) and chit chatted till like 2am. Ev's mum called me in between and was freaking worried but i managed to assure her that she's perfectly safe.
:) Call your mum next time Ev! 

Walked down to the capitol to take the NR home. Damn bloody sleepy man. And i thought i would snooze off on the bus but end up bitching about dunno-what-shit till our stop. HAha!! Shoik!! I love you guys! We can just bitch n bitch non-stop!! Fwahha!!

And today was especially awesome!! Hardly had any mood to sell stuff but i managed some and got a total of $3.5k in sales today!! Power Pack! Someone bought my favouritest guitar man. Mixed feelings. Sad that it's gone. Happy that it's worth $2.1k in sales. 
Shoik. I can't imagine my July pay. I am so confident of that bangkok trip now. woooHoo!!

Supposed to meet ev at PS at 10pm but she cancelled it. Oh well, that's okay. Was waiting for you with Ian anyway and he needed someone to talk too as well. Ended all okay in the end and chit chatted with ev opposite my place till midnight-ish instead.
And we tried origami for a bit. Hah! you suck with papers. Haha!!

Tomorrow's finally my off day!! Yahoo!! I do enjoy my work but 6 days in a row is no joke!!
Its been an awesome week. I fucking loved it. Okay. Till tomorrow!! See you all!!

I.Heart.You

:)


Saturday, June 7, 2008

Gutless

Was up at 4.30am today. Woken up to the music of "Collapse" by Saosin. My alarm tone.
Supposed to head to Ev's place at 5 and sleep for a while before shaking her up at 5.30am.
But i drifted away till 5.25am when Ev called me. Thanks a lot. I would have snoozed all the way if you hadn't. Had McDonald's breakfast of mcgriddles while she chows on Egg McMuffin, Hash Browns and shared the tea. We were both sooo sleepy but somehow, we managed to stay alert and chit chat all the way to work. 
Helped to shift out the chairs and tables not before a good smoke. :)

Wanted to write some notes for the lesson but i was too damn shagged to think about anything. So i just doodled around. Thanks ev for the iced soy latte and cheesecake.  :)
Awesome breakfast it is.

Didn't sell much as the flow was pretty mild for a saturday. But nevertheless, i was too sleepy to realise anything. HHAh. Damn.

Helen didn't drop by today:(
 But i hope she will soon.
 We could do some music together right there. Cool shit.

Supposed to watch the Euro2008 with ian and daniel but i don't i could stay awake. And i'm starting like 3pm the next day. Sorry Ian. 
Talked to liting for a bit just before end of work, and i hope you've decided on stuff.

Gonna be jamming to headbang later with Ev, I miss jamming man!!!
So gonna chugga chugga and gore to some new riffs!!

I'm like 3/4 asleep now and so, i've gotta log out now. 

Love you. I really do. 
See You Soon!! :)


Friday, June 6, 2008

Hit And MIss

Boss was off today and so me and ian went off to search for the Emily mousepad that Ev wanted. Scouted through PS and Bugis but to no avail. Oh well. The stall at Bugis which used to be flooded by Emily stuff has disappeared. Damn it. 
Ian wasn't in his usual mood. Still in a dilemma over matters of the heart. 
You're coping well dude. Chill ya? 

Store wasn't busy as expected but i managed to squeeze a measly $1.5k in sales. Only. :(
Fuck. Well, that's what happens when the boss ain't around. Haha!! I enjoyed my day nevertheless.

SO ANYWAY, at about closing time, this girl came up to me and went " Hi! Could i get some help with the guitars?" 

Wherever you are, you totally got me at "Hi". 

So off she went to try out the L Series and loved the sweet sound on the LL26.
Costing $3.2k, she gave it a miss. And off we go to a conversation which led to an introduction of ourselves. Told her to just come back if she has the urge to play that guitar again. Hopefully this time, her mum ain't around to rush her off. 
Her name's Helen by the way.   Man...

So then, me and ian had coffee with our  workmate who's enlisting soon and was his last day at Yamaha just now. Chatted and gossiped till 10-ish and went to wait for Ev at RC. 
Stomach's growling (and still is) and had a sesame bagel finishing it up with  ice chocolate (which was fucking awesome i tell you) and read 8Days.
It's really a great budget magazine to kill time at just $2. Fantastic.

Gotta work early in the morning later and Ev had to cover opening later at 8am. We're so gonna be deprived of sleep and i dunno how i'm gonna last to watch Portugal Vs Turkey at 3am. 
Catching it at Ian's place along with our great buddy, DANIEL!! Yay!!
I hope i've energy to jump on Ev's bed later at 5.30am. Hah. Gonna go work together despite me starting later. Well, i thought i could do up my lesson notes on a nice saturday morning. :)
And i get to peek at Ev working too. Hehee. :p (hope i get some soy latte)

I'm supposed to be sleeping now but the bath kept me totally awake and i feel like chugga chugga-ing on the Ibanez Prestige!! (Sorry LesPaul. Just temporary okay?!)

My cat's feeling sad lately. And i'm just so scared of the day she'd pass away. She's been with us since the day we picked her up as a newborn 11 years ago. 
11 freaking years. That's like erm..i dunno how many in cat's years really. Hah. Oops.

Anyway, weekend's here and i'm gonna miss your company. 
Can't wait to get our Pink streaks done up!! Woohoo!
We're so gonna look hot. HAhah! :p

Until then, my special friend, 
I'll see you soon.

You still have a place in my heart.

:)



Thursday, June 5, 2008

Roadkill Morning

Started my day in the early noon heading down to RC to replace the faulty memory card and got a half the original memory size instead. Well. Better than nothing really. Planning to get a 2GB worth anyway. 
Walked down to Roxy Music and got the tickets to Walls Of Jericho show!! Yeah baby!! 
Fucking can't wait to get loose and headbang all the way. I need to sign up for insurance for this.
Hah.

Plenty of human flow at work today and i sold a bass worth $4.2k and another at $600.
Crazy shit i tell. Plus some other small fuck purchases. I hope i could continue with much much more!!! And it'll all be great!! $$$ here i come!!

Am saving up for a Bangkok trip in december. And i really plan to buy a hell lot of shit over there.
And if i happened to save too much..i might head to Japan (!) instead!! Woohoo!!!

Had coffee with eugene today. Ian's feeling really down i guess that he rejected our offer. 
Well, i hope you're okay man.

Went to find ev and headed back home. Managed to catch the last 106. Phew. 
As usual, your mouth never stops. Hahha. Just had to get munchies. 
Chicken Flavored Mamee and Assorted Hello Panda. Pretty cheap really. Shocking. 
Shared the Pepsi Twist and had ice-cream (Magnum and Crunch) for a so-called supper. 

Back at her crib, she was checking out one of our friend, Adnan, a chillout guitar teacher, facebook profile and saw the video of a performance he & Janet organized for his students. Ev looks so small on stage!! Haha!
I loved that gig man. Played the drums for another band with Ev singing for them as well. 
We covered like Maroon 5, Cranberries & Bon Jovi. Cool stuff man. 
Was held at a CC in our BukitBatok area so it was pretty much a new experience for us. Cool Shit.

Despite my busy hours at work, i'm glad i could juggle spending time with my pals, with my special friend, rocking out riffs in my room in the wee hours, writing, meeting new people and now i actually even have time to teach guitars. Starting coming monday. 
Gotta prepare the notes this sunday. 

So hey, hardrock babe, i know you like how we are now. And guess what? 

So do i. :)

And you're spot on of the reason that you gave about me wearing the band back.

Your smiles are special. YOU are special.
Sorry. But i love you. :)





Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Sack Of Potatoes

Started the day with a very vigorous jump on ev's bed!! Damn shoik lah i tell you!! I almost hit the ceiling. Hahah! Finally you were really asleep. For once. Haha. Though you woke up earlier than usual, we still boarded the late 11am bus. Hah. Great start to my day really. Going to work with you and chitchatting in the train all the way to our respective stations really made a working day well.
Like coming in with a calm mind and a smile. :)

A must for me to have that $1 warm coffee and a fag. Gotta love the combination. :) :)

So it was mundane at first until i got struck with this fella getting $5000 worth of goods!!
Damn shoik lah can!! And then followed by another $2000 worth of freaking asswipe guitars. Man. Sometimes it's really what the hell. :) Power.

Walls Of Jericho are heading this way!! And the ticket will be in my hands later!! Woohoo!!
Soft.com really has good updates. Their riffs are shoik lah can!! (yet again) And only $35!!
What a deal!!

Coffee and bitching after work yet again. I like it really. Releases our tension drastically. Awesome. And of course the company matters too! You're a great biatch, Ian!! :)   :)

On the bus journey home and felt hungry. Prata would help really. Probably the best invention of cheap supper. Had Ev for company along with VERY sweet Teh O peng. We're so gonna lose our legs soon man. Haha!

And could you please stop throwing that poor pillow off your bed. I feel sad for it man. If you don't want it, gimme ler... :p

Anyway, i can't wait to headbang on 15 June and there's My Precious too!!! You ain't local if you do not know 'em. You really ain't. Ha.

You're great company ev. A great friend. A great everything.
Thank you.

Hugs & Cuddles!! Love Ya!!   :)


Tuesday, June 3, 2008

DoubleSided Tape

Work was crazy man... but i'm glad i managed to finish it all in just 8 hrs. Hah. Fuck.
Realised that my new phone's memory card is faulty and gonna head back to replace it. I just hope they don't gimme some stupid bullshit. 

Pretty much a simple day today. Groovy at the same time. 
Thanks for having me over for dinner and chowing it down together.
She cooked like all my favourite dishes!!
Power ke de ma!! :)

Sotong with soy sauce! Kangkong Belacan!! Chicken curry!!
Fuyooohhh!!

And dang. I forgot to grab the Magnum ice-cream away before you. Shit.

Great company you are babe.

Love ya. :)

Monday, June 2, 2008

Professor Klutz

The weekend went really well. Great coffee and talk with friends, watched Screamm rock out for SuperBand at IMM (and i got a hug!! ), and of course..today. Monday. 

It's my off day and i started early in the morning. As always when i could, i'd head over and try to jump on your bed to wake you up. :) So cool. Glad you like it. (Although sometimes you've already woken up. Hah) 

I really enjoy being with you. I don't know why. The feeling with you now is so much more relaxed and carefree. :) Awesome.
Sent you to work and managed to have lunch on your mum's fried rice with battered fish and potato wedges! Yum!!
Decided to get a new phone today and got on to a Limited Edition White SonyEricsson W910i!!!
Simply adore its outlook!! And functions too! Woohoo!! (Don't get jealous ev..hah)

Bumped into a friend along the way and had his lunch with me at Spinelli's itself. Well, not really lunch but just peach juice. Hah. Gay. Yes. I know.

Headed back down to PS to sample Iris's cookies and pretty sweet really. Not bad at all. Buttery. As how it should be. 
Then went back to RC to meet Ev for her break. (Sorry! I was to obsessed with the new phone!)
:p
Then Ian dropped by and we watched Rammstein videos on my iBook. Love their 'live' shows man. Very engaging!! 
6pm. Ev's done with the coffee job and off we go to bugis village not before we circled RC for a bit.
Got an Incubus T-shirt at the market and Ev was like looking for stuff to dress up for Superband. (Sorry to rush you babe, but not much time for me to scout for stuff before it all closes. )

She suggested FarEast is a better place to shop and true to her word. I found this awesome 'mat' shoes at only $19.90!! Designed with stars and shit like that.
And i got my glasses too!! Less than 10bucks!! Good deal!!

Anyway, it was all well really until some stupid SMSes ruined the mood a bit. I thought nothing of it and tried to make her let out her worries. 
Still pulling a sad face, i thought having a sundae would cheer you up!!

And it did!! Yay! Only that it happened again. Ice-cream came along with sides and a main dish!!
WTH!!
EV!!!!

Thanks really. Didn't know NYDC's food was fantastico!!
And you REALLY know your food man. The 'whatever-you-call-it' was super cheesy and powerpacked!!! Wahoo!! 

All in all, you sure had fun using my phone to send stupid messages huh. HAhhahha!!
It was really funny man!! Haha!!
I'm so glad you cheer up in the end. I really am. :)

Broke as it i would result to be, a smile is, priceless afterall. :)

And i didn't forget your lullaby at night as well! Hope you still like AvrilLavigne's songs. (At least the older albums. Heh)

You were very warm and cosy today. Thank you Ev. For the best Monday i've ever had. :)

A true friend. THE Special One.

I love you.   :)