Pulps In A Cup

Smiles and more smiles each day. Hmm..I wonder i wonder.
What would the following month hold? An ending for a new beginning?
Hmm..A sight to behold i hope.
Days seem to calmly pass by and so much i still am wondering about.
:) It's all just jovial-ism now. I don't care who the fuck you are or what the fuck you are.
As long as you ain't in my circle. It's Fuck You to you.
Wahahha!!

I gather that most people are just plain ol' typical and predictable and "yea..sure".
Open-minded they say. Pui. You bitches know nuts about open-mindedness.
Hence perhaps that's why my clique ARE my clique. And that we can't stand anyone who's out of it. Call me an arrogant bitch all you want.
I'm just more cool than you bitches are.
Hah.

You dumbasses know deep inside that caring for yourself first is always a safe bet in the end.
And time after time, you still don't wanna learn. And you go around blaming others when nobody asked you to do so much for anything for anyone. Plain stupid. Admit it.

C'mon typical boring people. Have fun. Enjoy life. You're all still so bloody young. What about trying to look and impress with one's maturity. IF you then you are. But don't overdo it and restrict yourself and trying to act cool. And pointing to those of your age being so playful and shit. You are just a boring ol' bugger. That's about it. And that those 'playful' ones are realy the winning side because we know we are only young once and we shouldn't get all to serious if we know we shouldn't be. There'll be a time to settle down and right now is SO NOT the time.

Fuck your 'i'm mature and grown-up now". Screw you. Go hang out with all the boring people then. Take them with ya. Sheesh.

Bitch me. Yea. Sure. "Are you sure TRav's 24?"

Hell yea i am. And i so love enjoyin my life now. My work is god darned privileged with the hours and the money i'm getting. Yes. I'm not a bummer. I may not have a so-called respectable job but it pays me well enough for everything i really need.

Man. What a turnaround ever since i met you.

You freakazoid. :)

Wii

Been rocking to Guitar Heroes of late!! Woohoo!! And Rock Band as well!! Double woo!!

And meeting and chilling and gaming and coffee and movies and bingo and story-composing and chats and randomness with her. Awesomezz as we say. /m/

Man. She's really just like me. Random and jovial and humourous and laugh-a-minute kind. 

S'crazy. 

Someone can't seem to take it in well. Whahah.

Things seem to get better every passing day. Like in every direction. Woohoo!

Loving it. Can't wait to go out with her again. 

Love it when you pinch your fingers together and go "what the fuck".

:)

(i wrote most in my diary. Ha.OOps.)

Depressed buttons

Had to unexpectedly work today and suprisingly, time really flew by. I'm so thankful for that.
Chilled out after work and really had a nice time sharing and bitching over an iced mocha! Woooo!! And in she texted me in between which totally got me crazy! Wahhaa!

And Eva went mad for a bit. The usual stuff. Haha! She's funny that way.

Anyway, still have some shit at work that i really hope to settle soon. Damn. Can that stupid bitch just fucking collect her guitar and make me breathe easy!!?!! Argh!! Damn her.

Anyways (part ii), can't wait for payday!!! i really have to buy new tops man.. Fuck.
And talking bout it doesnt help. I can't wait!!! Argh!! 2 weeks to go!!

:P

You're so spontaneous and hilarious.
Damnations.

Damnations. The word we share. :)

Millions & Millions

Have a sudden nostalgia about my old band DollTrash. Been listening to the old recordings and really got me back to the times then. Oh well. Good times..Good times.
I really had fun then with all the performances and attention we got. Real cool stuff i must say.
And till today, i still get some random people telling or asking me about DollTrash. It's really wow. Our music DID spread. :)
Thanks a lot to all of you really.

And honestly, i have to thank Eva for this because you really were the main reason why i stayed through the band and writing new stuff each session. It was really my desire to your drumming improve which is why the riffs gets harder each time. And i truly saw your remarkable progress now. (though i really fucked you up real bad in the studio but i guess now you knew i meant well).

And i guess i kinda faded away because of clashes in certain areas not related to the band but undoubtly will cause tension no matter how professional we are. It's just a case of "Too BAd".
Thank you all for always complimenting my songwriting but really, i do not wish for that all the time. I rather have you all have some critcisms on it and input your influence as well. Not once did i even hear "this song sucks trav."
So i had to resort to be by myself and writing for my own where i have no one to blame and no one to stop me from changing my style.
And also turbulences along the way. All the personal problems and commitments just drove each other apart and the musical differences that started to creep up.

It all just comes down to..

"Oh well.."

Skip.

Have had a lift in my spirits lately due to unexpected responses. Although i am not expecting some fairytale to come true but at least it's really making me smile and wonder endlessly.
And the fact that i actually missed her made it more enticing.
Strange. Why do i feel this way?
Pals tell me i like her that's why.
Yes i do but not in that i-wish-she-was-my-gf kind of way.
I guess because she's quite a mystery that keeps me on my toes.
So unique. So jovial. So unpredictable.

I've caught millynitis.

Refurbished

A day and night out we had and what an awesome time it was!! Totally made full use of the pretty white vehicle called the honda jazz. :)
A lot of thanks to Ian for being our 'signaller'!! I dunno what we'll do without you!! Argh!!
And of course ahem, my skillful driving. :P
It was really awesome fun man! With all that food stuffed and the hot air that made us so sticky and the music we headbanged and the pictures we dangerously posed. WHahha!!
So gonna have another go again!

Anyway, i'm smitten over someone right now. I totally forgot about this feeling and it's really making me fidgety but at the same time, i'm thrilled with the suspense. :)
Ice cream never tasted better. :)

A butterfly soared

Hello everybody!! :)

A rather busy day for a tuesday. Not too tired for coffee with an ol' buddy at least. Yay! :)
Stayed over at ian's place last night and i was in sweet dreamland as soon as i closed my eyes.With ian just starting on his love project. Hah. Somehow, parquet flooring is so god damn comfy to sleep on. And i love your overhead shower. Just like mine at home but only with a heater for yours. Love it!

Just as well, i haven't been home for two weeks and finally i'm back here. Don't feel too good about it though.
Thank you all for acomodatiing me for the pst 2 weeks. It's been really swell! Appreciate it!!
Thank you madam especially!! :)

Ice cream & chocolates are really happy food man. And they are like sleeping pills to me too. Awesome. And having them with a bitching partner is even better!! A hot one would be a bonus. Wahah.

My debt's are almost settled. Feel such a relief. Thank you all for your kind patience and understanding. :)
Which is why i'm kinda broke already. Damn. I'll jus have to do the usual of waiting for payday again. Whah. I think the coming month's pay would be fantastic! Wooo!!

Gonna be renting a car on monday for a drive out with jon, ian and ting! Yahoo!
I hope Ting would just drive all the way. Whah. Sometimes i'm really sick of being the god damn driver. Ahah. Well, i hope the month would go well. Especially for my sales. Need the money to live my dreams of getting a record out!! Woohoo!

Haven't wrote in my diary for a while now. Haven't had my personal time outside. And i love writing it over a nice mocha and smokes. :) And a chocolate truffle!!!! Oh man!!
Fucking love it when it just melts in my mouth. And sipping more chocolate to down it is even whacked!! Wooo!!

Okay then.

Fuck this world anyway. Ha.

Title Chaser

Celebrated Ev's birthday with a BBQ over at her uncle's place. Well, my intention was to just go and stuff my myself with all the food  (delicious it was!!) and i got it. Hah. Sorry babe for not helping out with anything 'cept to fill my stomach. Hah! YEs. I know i'm an asshole. That's why i'm so adorable. Whaha.

Well, last night was nice. And like i said, it's really fun to have a friend for a sleepover especially when one can't sleep and just end up chit-chatting till we snooze away. And the fun of having random chocolate-eating at 3am was damn chillout. :)

That's why i hate to go home. And your place is the place where i really most comfy in. 

I guess it's a little complicated now huh. That's okay. 

And sweetestheart, i really am moving on and i'm not flaring up at anything anymore. I'm sure you can tell that i'm in a better mental state now. I'm really fine. I just care for you because you're my soulmate. As simple as that. :) Chill. As i always say. 

Speaking of pals, Ian & Jon have been really great and crazy. Which helps a lot in blending with them to be stupid. Hah. They have problems of their own but yet we laugh it all off. Well, we try. Hah. Coffee and smokes and bitching really gets us away from the fucked up reality.

And another one member i wouldn't dare to forget. Ting Ting!

Although i got to know her from way back in '06, we didn't really got a chance to discover our evil bitching capabilities. And how our gossips makes the queue in the bank feels short. Hah.

You're a great person. And that glitter in you always makes me crave for ice-cream at the moment. Weird. 

Can't wait for payday!!

Toffee Nut Crap

Coffee was great with the great people just now. Not the regular bunch this time though. :)

Shared quite bit. And had lotsa great laughs. :)

Can't believe the time passed so fast. Damn.

It has been really great these days. Not much of a worry at all. And the idea of not being committed to any dumb fuck is just so awesome. :)

A saturday night it is and so bustling in town. Yet i feel so calm.

What exactly IS this wonderful feeling?

Oh well. i'm not complaining. Hah.

I love everyone out there. 

They are all funny in their own ways.