Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Footprints

Everything is fucked up. Everything is fucked up.
Fucked up. UNfair. Shit.
Loser.
Hate. Whatever. Meaningless. Pointless. 
Fucked up. Fucked up.
Lousy. Unfeeling. Numb. Disagreements.
Unfaithful. Lied.
Bullshit.  Fucked up.

Life's a mess now. I'm so numb to everything. Disconnected. Blah blah blah.
What a beautiful world. I hate myself. I hate myself.  

I failed. Failure. They say you learn through failures. Who's they? How badly did they think they failed?

Relationships are just bullshit i guess. It's a status. Doesn't mean much.
I am never gonna get into another one. It all just leads to suspense and disappointment.
I know you. You know me. I think that's pretty enough. 
Fucked up. 

Why thank me for loving you? I wasn't doing a favour. It was unconditional.
What's a thank you and sorry? Doesn't add up well. 
Fucked up. That's what we all are. Fucked up.

I was stupid, blind, dumb, ignorant, aloof, lousy, unfeeling, fucked up, blind blind blind and fucked up.

2 comments:

Orenji said...

*hugs*

Kecohrock said...

I dun need that hugs shit dude. Ha.