Ha.

OKay. im back. Ha.

I guess i have woken up. LIke seriously. I know i was living on rubbish. Whah.

well in any case, here goes.

I have given up waiting for you. Yes. You know that. 

Now in fact, i have given up everything about you. :)

Somehow, i can't see you as my life partner any more. Just a great awesome friend. That's that.

This was probably why i was shivering and feeling spastic just now.

I thought hard about it and i guess you have already lost your chance to have another go with me. The hurt that you inflicted so badly on me came back over and over again.

You're fantastic a best friend for sure. BEcause we have such a great sense of stupidity, humour and musically driven. :)

I cherished the 2 years we spent of course. It was fantastic. 

What i really need now is someone who i can really really depend on.

And cheer me on all the way!!

You're still very indecisive about matters and that kinda scares me a lot.

So yea. 

Maybe i'll blog more tomor morning. 

Sorry.